Byron is Home

 All is well. Byron’s stomach and the incisions hurt but otherwise he is doing great. Crazy 48 hours! 

Byron Released!

 Bob and Byron are on their way to our apartment in Washington Heights for a well earned rest. Byron reports he has no more pain!

Out of Surgery-All is Well

The surgery was a success. Byron is in recovery. I had a chance to speak to him. He’s uncomfortable because they intubated him. He says the thing that hurts the most is his throat but that is to be expected.

They were able to fix the shunt without going anywhere near his head.  They did everything they needed to do through the abdomen. They said if he’s feeling up to it he can go home tonight. Otherwise in the morning.  Picture below of Byron just now. 

Going into Surgery Now

So they found the problem. Phew!  The tube from the shunt was curled in Byron’s abdomen and this was causing the pain and improper drainage. They are going in now to fix it. They will use a new technique they developed to secure the tube to a tendon (I think) so it won’t move so much. Why they didn’t do this before I don’t know.  But it is possible that he could be home today!

Back in the Hospital

For a few days Byron has been experiencing severe pain in his lower abdomen.  Yesterday he started having headaches, like before the shunt placement i.e. sharp pains above his eyes.  We spoke to the surgeon's office and they encouraged us to head to the emergency room at NYU Langone.  So Bob and Byron went off last night.  They checked in about 10 pm and have been up all night since. The doctors in the emergency have done of lots of test with no definitive conclusions.  They are goin to admit Byron this morning and do a dye test with the shunt.  This will tell them how fast it is draining and if it needs to be adjusted. More soon...

First Day Back at School

Life returns to a new normal.  Byron had a good first day at school today.  The kids made him a big welcome poster and he was very pleased at how the teachers are accommodating him.  

Also our beloved Nana/Charlotte/Mom-in-law has returned to sunny Florida just in time to escape from the new snow here.  Her flight was delayed four hours so she got it at the unholy hour of 1 am but we are so happy she made it safely.

I won't be posting here every day now as things are going to hopefully get a bit low key.  But if there is something to record I will surely post it.  Thank you for accompanying us this far on this wild and crazy adventure.

Happy

Byron is happy to be home.  He's playing his video games, even going on line with friends to chat while playing.  He is smiling and seems comfortable. He's a bit more listless than normal but not so much that he is sleeping all the time. 

Taking the multiple medicines is challenging for him.  The Keppra is 10ml in liquid form which tastes awful.  He is taking the liquid form as the Keppra pills are too big for him to swallow.  He is having trouble swelling the other 6 small pills.  He can get them down but it takes a really long time.  But if that is our only hiccup we'll take it!

Byron goes back to school on Tuesday.  The school has been very helpful and cooperative.  The school is structuring it so that Byron only needs to take two courses this semester to finish high school and his Associates Degree.  This is partly due to the fact that he worked really hard last semester.  And according to his doctor he did this while having seizures and hydrocephalus! Because of the light schedule this semester, he only needs to be in attendance a couple of hours a day on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday.  He will graduate on time with a Certificate of Completion.  He will not receive a Regents Diploma as taking further Regents tests will be way too stressful for him.  Regents are three hour long standardized tests on different subjects. The colleges he is applying to all take the certifcate  diploma so it is no problem.

Byron is Home

He looks more tired than I have ever seen him.  He has very dark circles under his eyes and his is pretty grouchy.  Now the glue removal protocol begins.  His hair is thick with all the glue from the multiple EEGs he had.  It's a multiple step process of baby oil, dawn liquid, shampoo, conditioner, fine tooth comb out and then repeat.  It is amazing how tenacious the glue is.

We are hoping he can go back to school on Monday.  Hopefully the rest of the week is resting and getting acclimated to a three times a day medication schedule. :(

Byron's Coming Home!

After his SPECT test this morning we learned that this was likely the first of many tests that would be required before a decision could be made if surgery was an option.  

This would mean Byron would stay in the hospital with an unknown outcome.  The additional tests required are another SPECT test done off all medications (so he can start having seizures again), and an SEEG which is a very invasive test where they put electrodes directly on Byron's brain through the skull.  Both of these tests have risks, the biggest risk is that once off seizure meds, we may lose the good control we have now.  Seizures are finicky and if they get active again, they may be more difficult to control.  And this is a HIGHLY undesirable risk at this time, now that he is stable. 

Soooo... it seems the best option is to take Byron home on all these meds, and let him return to school and finish out his senior year.  It may be hard for him, he will get tired more easily, but the school has been great and I am sure we can work something out.  

We are all actually pretty relieved.  Byron can completely heal from the shunt surgery he just had, before we add any more stressors to his system.  And the seizures are controlled for now so this is a win.  

It could be as early as tomorrow that the NYU satellite team; Bob, his mom and Byron come home to the frozen tundra :)

Morning!

 This kid amazes me. He can still smile easily and doesn't complain (much) :)

New tests start at 10 am.  Hopefully more updates soon.

SPECT Test Tomorrow

Today was low key. The EEG leads were removed and seizure meds stopped. This is all in preparation for the SPECT test. Google tells us :

A single-photon emission computed tomography (SPECT) scan is a nuclear imaging test that helps identify the part of the brain that causes seizures. It's often used to diagnose and treat epilepsy. 

How it works

-A radioactive substance is injected into the patient's vein. 

-The substance travels to the brain, where it emits gamma rays. 

-Cameras record the gamma rays to create a 3D image of the brain. 

-The scan shows which areas of the brain are more active during a seizure. 

They will take Byron off all meds today so the seizures can start up again. I think it will be a tough night. But then tomorrow someone will sit with him all day and push a button whenever he has a seizure. This will create a 3D image of wherever the seizure is coming from. 

In other news, this fellow came by today. I understand he was quite charming.  

Sunday

Sundays in the hospital, especially on a holiday weekend, are a bit zzzzzzzz. But Byron appears to be doing a bit better today, partly because his beloved Nana is here. She will be here for a little while to help out wherever needed. She is the spryest 90 year old I’ve ever known (ok soon to be 90). 

Just saw the surgeon

Dr. Hildago only had a few seconds to talk but I asked her the question that I had;  if the seizures are controlled, does that mean surgery is off the table for now?  Her immediate reaction was "No way! He can't  leave the hospital like this."  

We discussed that the seizures are controlled but the medicines are debilitating him.  She had to leave but it was another perspective on this. 

Byron just said, "Mom this is worse than all the brain surgeries combined."  He's dizzy, can't keep his eyes open and is nauseous.  So we are back to the long haul thoughts for now.  But it's only half way through Saturday. 

No Seizures!

This is a happy update.  Byron has not had a seizure, either clinical or subclinical since yesterday noon. So now there are decisions to be made. Byron is on VERY high doses of three medications:  3grams Keppra, 200 mg Vimpat and Depakote.  He is groggy and sleepy.  Also the MRI showed exactly where the seizures are coming from which is good. 

Now - do we let me go home on these medicines and finish out the school year and then look at surgery?  Or do we push for the surgery now, hoping that this will end the seizures once and for all and he will have to deal with school once he recovers?  Or is surgery off the table now and maybe that's a good thing?  

The issue is that I don't know how much school work he can do on these meds.  Maybe he will get used to them?  He has been on Keppra and Vimpat before in 2022 and tolerated them pretty well (lower doses).  He was awake and alert on these meds when he left the hospital then. So I'm not sure what is up.  He also had a brain surgery just a few days ago to put the shunt in so maybe that's it?  These are questions for the doctor that we need to remember to ask. 

Bob comes down today with his mom Charlotte.  Then I go back upstate for a few days. 

The Long Haul

Time to start thinking about the long haul. If Byron does have surgery on Friday that means we will be here at least another two weeks. That thinking helps to manage what you bring, how you create an easeful schedule for everybody. How is this going to impact his final semester of high school if he needed to take another month off?  All these things will get sorted I’m sure .

It’s actually quite comfortable here. I slept well last night and so did Byron (short of being woken up every hour with cognitive questions such as “do you know where you are”).  

Great bagel shop across the street too! Weekends in the hospital are slow so I’m not sure how much new information we will get. Byron is still very groggy but I did get him to smile. 😊 

This morning he said “Mom I just want to thank you for taking care of me and loving me for 17 years.  It must be hard. I’m disabled. For most kids it’s just falling off a bike”  It’s true this all is a little stressful but falling off a bike can be hard too.  We spoke a bit this morning about staying grateful, and about letting things that you have no control over just unfold-without worry.  He’s stressing about school mostly and I assured him that it would all work out.  

Surgery and Other Updates

Byron is off to his high resolution MRI.  He hasn't had any food or water all day so he is looking forward to a smoothy or a burger when he gets back.  He seems much better today.  Although this morning he said heartbreakingly, "Mom - I can't live like this."

It seems like the medicine that was so toxic for him last night is wearing off.  He is now on 3,000 mg of Keppra and 400 mg of Vimpat per day. These are high doses but they do seem to be making some improvement.  The idea of a new weekend medicine and the intubation  is now off the table.  These other meds seem to be starting to work. They are not getting rid of the subclinical seizures, the seizures that have no overt outward effect, but the outward seizures are less. 

Dr. Heldago has booked a surgery room for next Friday. Byron's case will be presented at their Neuro conference on Wednesday.  If the surgery needs to happen sooner she can do it, and even though we don't know yet what kind of surgery he will have, she wanted to be ready.  I really like her!

Good Updates

In this scenario there is no "good news" just updates.  But I feel like we do have some good news for today.

1). I have sorted out the insurance snafu.  This hospital does not take his insurance.  So only things related to his emergency room visit will be covered, including this stay in the hospital.  No follow ups afterwords, MRIs etc would be covered. We have worked out changing his insurance as of February 1 to something that NYU Langone and their doctors will take. Yay!

2) Almost everyone who works here on this floor, doctors, eleptologists, surgeons, cleaners, etc are all women!  I have never seen anything like it.  The doctor I saw this morning (female) told me that they get that a lot i.e.  people being surprised/excited by this.  It's so refreshing and wonderful.  There is an energy of comfort, nurturing, taking time, peacefulness that I have not felt before related to neurology/epilepsy.  It's quite wonderful.

3) There is an interim plan for the way forward.  Byron was on sooo many potent (toxic) medications last night and that is why he was delirious and vomiting.  Phenytoin was one. He is resting today on no food, but they have weened him off the most potent medicine and now he is on stabilizing medicines. The doctors are preparing now for the likelihood of surgery but they still want to get the seizures under control so that the brain is in a better state for the surgery.  They are going to try one more very intense medication this weekend.  This can cause a bit of labored breathing so they may have to intubate him while he is on it (not good news) but they also might not.  Depending on how he is breathing.

4) More testing today and Tuesday of next week.  Byron will be here at least until then and likely beyond.  There will be a very high resolution MRI today.  This will show the remaining brain tissue and any possible missed connections.  Then on Tuesday is a SPECT test where they inject a dye just at the moment of a seizure and they can see exactly where in the brain it is happening and how it affects blood flow. 

5) Byron's grandmother Charlotte is arriving here tonight from Florida.  She will be a wonderful addition to his care team. 

Lots of people ask how Bob and I are doing.  We are both fine, differently of course, but generally fine.  I will speak for myself when I say that while this whole episode is challenging, if we can arrive at an outcome where the seizures can really be gone for good, all of this will have been worth it.  This is the hope, prayer, outlook that I hold on to and so I am really not all that worried.  It is awful to see Bryon suffer, but the surgical outcomes for Byron have been way less stressful and challenging for him than these uncontrolled seizures.  The risk of removing ALL of the right brain (called an anatomical  hemispherectomy) was never on the table before due to the higher risk of hydrocephalous.   These surgeries are a last resort.  But Byron already has hydrocephalous so the worst case scenario has already happened.  Therefore a full removal of the right hemisphere actually makes sense now.  There should be no further deficits in cognition, eyesight movement etc as this part of the brain is already not contributing to Byron in any meaningful way other than some blood flow and bad seizures.   I have read many accounts on the epilepsy groups of kids who have this exact path: Functional Hemispherectomy , Resection, and then finally Anatomical Hemispherectomy.  And this path seems to do the trick for most.  Some never get hydrocephalus, but again since he has that already, the only risks are what you would encounter in any brain surgery.  The third time can have more complications due to existing scar tissue etc but I feel like this team is excellent and I trust them.  

 

Not too Much to Report

 Rough night but Byron is lucid and talking normally this morning. As I wrote earlier, the shunt surgery was an enormous success.  Everyone is very happy about this.  Although he will have to have it for the rest of his life, according to our good friend Dr. Richard Gillett, shunts have been successfully implanted since the 1950s with great outcomes.

But those darned seizures!  The Neuro this morning said there has been zero control with all of the medicines they are throwing at them.  One of the young men (I think he was young - I was in the dark and groggy) said that the kinds of medicines they are looking at now are "experimental" and even he didn't know their names.  Big Neuro consult around ten so I'll write more then. 

Bought Byron a nice bacon egg and cheese, with those awesome New York bagels.  But just found out no food at all for him this AM due to the fact that he is now a choking risk :(

Rough Night

We are in the middle of a rough night so far. The doctors are trying everything they can to quell the seizures but so far nothing is working. Depakote, Ativan, Vimpat, Keppra. These are the medications so far. Byron is delirious and incoherent. Two episodes of vomiting. Very scary because he was deeply asleep and lying down. Very important someone in the room with him at all times. The nurse did not catch it. Uggggg! 

I really can’t see any way this is going to go without another surgery. All the seizures are coming from the remaining parts of the right brain. Mostly from the parietal lobe.  Had a good discussion with the surgeon yesterday afternoon. Dr. Heldago. She would do the surgery if need be. There is even a chance it could be done with lasers.  This is a relatively new way to do this surgery from what I understand.  

Nice Hospital and Updates

Just arrived at the hospital.  I'm seeing Byron for this first time since all this began.  Right now he is going in and out of consciousness.  It seems the new seizure medicine, Vimpat, is making him very groggy.  When he speaks it is mostly in gibberish or half thoughts. I'll find out more about this med when the doctor comes in. 

NYU Langone is a new hospital for Byron. It’s hard not to reflect on all the days and weeks at Morgan Stanley Childrens and compare. We are very fond of that hospital. This is nice too. Not as many restaurants but amazing views. That’s 

the Empire State Building right outside the window.  The sunsets are going to be awesome!